You are never alone, my child. You do not have to think to breathe or blink, for you are so very well looked after. When things appear to go wrong, you do not have the greater vision, the bigger picture. As part of something far greater than yourself there is always interaction, give and take. What may appear to be a punishment is nothing of the sort. Yes, question those things you cannot understand for now. All will be answered in time, from the realm of no-time, where some day you will look back with great understanding. You will see the vital role you played and that you never did play solitaire.
Take in a deep breath and know that the next one is on us.